When I was
growing up between 1967-1990, I had a lot of depression going on in
my life. In 1979, I contemplated suicide. During that time frame this
Psalm lifted me up. There were days when I had anger and hatred to
the world around me. Kelly Stangle committed suicide in Junior High
School and after the funeral, I went home and played the piano for 6
solid hours with only one song titled: “You will Never Walk Alone”
from the musical “Carousel”. Kelly was a straight -A student in
Junior high and a perfectionist at whatever he did. In many ways, he
was like me. We both were on the autism spectrum and did not know it
at that time. Kelly spent 3 month putting together a plastic model of
a ship with no glue marks. He was very proud of his accomplishment
and showed it off at school. Three bullies picked on him at school
and tore his ship apart and he went home and committed suicide by
slitting his wrists. I had many acquaintances but no true friends and
he called me the week of the suicide and asked for my help. I did not
know who I could turn to.
After
that there was one in High School (hanging) and then another one in
College (gun shot to the head). These two were God dream fulfillments.
All 3 asked for my help but I did not know who I could turn to.
All 3 asked for my help but I did not know who I could turn to.
Now I
know who to turn to. The Bible is the best help when it comes to
facing issues in life.
And now 4
pages from the Stories Behind the Psalms by Dale Cain. Page 51-55.
Death!
What a strange word, but what a reality. We find these words in I Sam
25:1, “and Samuel died”. What a great spiritual leader Samuel had
been, not only for Israel, but also for David. We can speak of age as
being a reason for death, but regardless of someone's age, we are
never ready to give up a loved one to death. Samuel was 88 years of
age; and old man, yes, but David was not ready for his spiritual
father to be taken from him.
The
year was 1011 BC. Book says 1027 BC.
David's
Psalm at Gath (1Sa 21) Psalm 56; Saul Slays the Priests of Nob 1
Samuel 22; David's Psalms in the Cave (1Sa 22) Psalms 57, 142; David
Flees Saul 1 Samuel 23; David's Psalm at Keilah (1Sa 23) Psalm 54;
David Spares Saul's Life 1 Samuel 24; Samuel Dies 1 Samuel 25; David
Spares Saul a Second Time 1 Samuel 26.
It will
still be two years before David can have any peace and become the
king of Judah. Many long days and restless nights lay ahead of him.
Three
very remarkable things happen to David at this point. First, all of
Israel went to lament Samuel and bury him at Ramah. David must have
felt sorrow for himself as he could not attend since his life was
still on the line. Second, David went to Paran, the wilderness, where
over 400 years before the children of Israel wandered. Why did David
go there? I do not know, unless he wanted to be alone and felt this
place would give him that opportunity. Also, he felt deserted, as the
children of Israel had also felt when they were in that wilderness.
Third, David became very vengeful in his attitude; he developed the
root of bitterness.
In
Samuel 25:6-8, David sent some of his men to Nabal, a rich herdsman,
to get part of Nabal's profits with which David might feed his men.
After all, David had actually protected the area so that Nabal could
shear his sheep and make the profits in the first place. But Napal
would not hear of it. He would not even acknowledge that he knew who
David was. David sent 400 of his men to punish Nabal's wife and kill
all the males in the household. But Abigail, Nabal's wife, loaded
food on asses and went to meet David. She was a good and beautiful
woman. When she met David, she gave him the food. Returning to Nabal,
she told him of her encounter with David. He had a heart attack and
died ten days later.
Upon
hearing the news of Nabal's death, David took Abigail to be his wife
and also took Ahinoam to wife. Michael, his first wife, had been
given to another man by Saul.
When we
have bitterness in our heart, we cannot be spiritual. Here David
proves this point. He had many discouraging things transpire in his
life during the next two years.
At the
close of this period in I Sam. 30, David wrote his next Psalm (Psalm
23), which was probably his greatest. The year was 1010 BCE when Saul
was still king, but the days were rapidly passing, drawing near to
the end of his reign. Saul had visited the witch of Endor and heard
those striking words for the summoned Samuel, “The Lord is departed
from thee, and is become thine enemy” (See 1 Sam. 28:1-25). What a
startling statement! Can you grasp the thought of God becoming your
enemy? How could a man wander from the position of being an anointed
king, blessed of God, to the place where God was now his enemy? It is
easy for me to look at Saul and to find great fault in his character
and sinful disobedience; but alas, dare I criticize another before I
have finished my course and run my race? May this be warning for me,
lest I find myself in the position of Saul.
Moreover,
Saul also heard those fretful words, “The Lord hath rent the
kingdom out of thine hand, and given it to thy neighbor, even to
David: because thou obeyedst not the voice of the Lord” (I Sam
28:17-18). Obedience is such a necessary exercise in our daily
Christian walk. God has always emphasized this. Beginning with the
old salt covenant that he declared to Adam. A paraphrase of Gen
2:16-17 would read, “Obey me and I will bless you; disobey me and I
will punish you”. This command has repeatedly been brought to the
attention of man since that time by the use and reference of salt.
The salt given with each Levitical sacrifice was a constant reminder
(Num 18:19). Even Jesus' reference to salt in His teachings was a
reminder of the importance of this covenant. Yet all men, at times
slip from the conscious pursuing of God's blessings to the selfish
seeking of personal material gain that is outside of God's will.
Now
Saul, confronted with this information (which confirms an earlier
prophecy in I Sam 15:28), must contemplate the reign of his kingdom
going to his personal enemy David. But where is David?
Following
his boyhood days tending sheep, David had been in the service of the
military and in the service of Saul. He had gained great popularity
with the people of Israel, beginning with his slaying of the
Philistine Goliath. When Saul began to turn against David, it was not
expedient for David to remain in Israel, so after approximately two
years, he fled to the Philistine King Achish in Gath. David was 29
years old. He took with him to Gath his two wives, and his 600 men
and their families.
David
is now in the unique position of being in service to his lifetime
enemies, the Philistines! My, how life changes. Issues and people
that we once fought bitterly. We may now support. We begin life with
such strong desires and ambitions, but these begin to mellow along
the path of life. The methods we adopt during our lifetime may
change, but we must have basic foundations of belief on which we
firmly stand. In the days that see us turn gray and slow to
retirement, we must have a secure foundation to which we always
return.
Although
their nations were enemies, King Achish was a friend of David's and
trusted David to serve in his army. He gave David and his men a small
rural town, Ziklag, in which to live, since they preferred not to
live in a large city. It is interesting to note that Ziklag was a
border town that had been given to Judah back in Joshua's day (Josh
15:31). It had eventually fallen to the Philistines, but was now
again returned to a descendant of the tribe of Judah, David. Later
Ziklag became property of the kings of Judah until the captivity.
All
went well for David for a time. He and his men made several raids (I
Sam 27:8), thereby increasing King Achish's confidence in them. David
was with the Philistines in Ziklag for a period of 16 months (I Sam
27).
However,
David was about to be placed in the position of having his past
influence the present, and having his trust in God greatly tried. He
and his men traveled to Gath to meet the Philistines who were
readying their forces to go against Israel, and again pledged their
loyalty to King Achish. However, the other Philistine military
leaders did not trust David, as it had only been 3 ½ years since he
had slain the giant Philistine soldier, Goliath (I Sam 17). These
leaders finally persuaded King Achish to release David, so David and
his men traveled three days to return to their homes in Ziklag.
They
had left Ziklag unprotected during their absence, not considering
that any mischeif might befall their homes and families. However,
while they were away, the Amalekites came, and finding the city
unprotected, took the women and children captive, and burned the
city, leaving with the spoils of victory. These Amalekites were no
strangers to David, nor to Israel. They were descendants of Esau, and
had been a “thorn in the flesh” to Israel since the days of Jacob
and Esau. It was this same group who attacked Moses and the children
of Israel as they fled Egypt. As Moses struck the rock and water
gushed forth, the Amalekites, desiring this water, made war against
the wilderness travelers (Exodus 17). For this action, we find God
stating that He would wipe them from the face of the earth. The last
recorded known Amalekite was Haman, whose story is found in the book
of Esther.
These
are the people that now invaded David's territory. When David and his
men returned home to Ziklag, they found their families gone and the
city burned. David's men had probably never experienced a greater
loss in all their lives. Not knowing what else to do, they began to
place the blame for their circumstances on their leader.
How
prone we are today to do this same thing! Rather than drawing
together for support when crises come, we tend to look to others to
place blame, never wanting to accept any responsibility ourselves.
Although we cannot always change our circumstances, we do have a
choice in how we feel about things and the attitude we adopt. We can
talk ourselves into being happy or sad, and our attitude has more to
do with our well-being than we often acknowledge.
What a
disappointing moment this must have been for these men, having
traveled these days from their dismissal at the camp of Achish,
expecting to find rest in their families and homes. The description
in I Sam. 30:4 is so graphic. 1Sa 30:4 Then David
and the people that were with him lifted up their voice and wept,
until they had no more power to weep. All 600 men wept with such
emotion that they were exhausted. Picture this if you can. Think
about the scene at that moment in the burnt and desolate city of
Ziklag. David had also suffered loss, as much as his men, for all his
immediate family and all his possessions were gone. The men turned on
David in their desire to take vengeance on someone. Throughout the
camp the noise was heard, “Let's stone David to death, for he is
responsible for our tragedy”. 1Sa 30:6 And David was greatly
distressed; for the people spake of stoning him, because the soul of
all the people was grieved, every man for his sons and for his
daughters: but David encouraged himself in the LORD his God.
How
bitter David must have felt! Not only had he suffered as much loss as
these men, but after he had led them, had confidence in them, and had
dedicated himself to them, they now turned against him. In addition
to all his losses, he had now lost his friends. This must have been
the same type of bitterness Job felt during his ordeal. Our dear
Savior must have felt this also as he bore the condemnation of the
cross, all alone.
There
was no one to whom David could turn except the Lord, “... but David
encouraged himself in the Lord his God” (I Sam 30:6). Circumstances
often make us turn to our last hope, our only hope, the Lord God! No
one else can understand, no one else can comfort, but the only true
rest for our souls, is Elohim. On a personal note from JA: Boy, I
wish I had learned this back in 1984 but it would not be until after
2008 that I would begin to learn this. As I copy this chapter to this
point, the suicide back in 1983 or 1984 is being replayed out in my
mind and I am weeping for the loss of the life of the 3 persons.
And so
it was in this condition that David, all alone, wrote these words:
The
Lord Is My Shepherd
Psa
23:1 A
Psalm of David.
The LORD ("Jehovah-Ro'i"= Shepherd) is my shepherd
(Psa_79:13, Psa_80:1; Isa_40:11; Jer_23:3-4; Eze_34:11-12,
Eze_34:23-24; Mic_5:2, Mic_5:4; Joh_10:11, Joh_10:14, Joh_10:27-30;
Heb_13:20; 1Pe_2:25, 1Pe_5:4; Rev_7:17); I shall (Psa_34:9-10,
Psa_84:11; Mat_6:33; Luk_12:30-32; Rom_8:32; Php_4:19; Heb_13:5-6)
not want (Because "Jehovah will provide" or Jehovah sees,
Jehovah-Jireh).
As
I think about this verse I am reminded of the Big Dipper and the
little Dipper in the Heavens. Their other names that I know is the
big bear and little bear or big sheepfold and little sheepfold.
In
2008, my income was approximately 1000 to 1500 per month. My debt was
30,000 and by the end of that year, the debt was paid off. In 2011, I
inherited a 55,000 dollar hospital bill and by the end of that year,
it was paid off. Now my income is 342 per month which ends in January
and all my needs are met. When you trust in the Lord and not to your
own understanding, He will meet your needs but not your wants or
desires. In all your ways, acknowledge Him and He will direct your
path. (Prov 3:5-6). I have been doing God's will for my life since
1967 and I did not realize it until 2014-2016 when I compiled my 300
page testimony. Note: Who are the 144,000? is a part of that
testimony.
Jehovah
means God.
JEHOVAH-JIREH.—The
name given by Abraham (Gen_22:14) to the spot where he offered a ram
in place of his son. The name means ‘Jehovah sees,’ and probably
also (with reference to Gen_22:8) ‘Jehovah provides.’ The proverb
connected in Gen_22:14 with the name clearly relates to the Temple
hill, ‘the mount of the Lord.’ But it is not easy to see the
exact connexion between the name and the proverb. The most obvious
translation is ‘in the mount of Jehovah one appears’ (referring
to the festal pilgrimages to Jerusalem), but in that case the
connexion can be only verbal. Other possible translations are: (1)
‘In the mount of Jehovah it is seen,’ i.e. provided; this is a
possible translation in the context; but it appears to be suggested
that the proverb had an existence independently of the tradition of
Abraham’s sacrifice; in which case the meaning assigned to the verb
is not a natural or obvious one. (2) ‘In the mount of Jehovah,
Jehovah is seen.’ The significance of the phrase would then be
that, as Jehovah sees the needs of those who come to worship Him, so
as a practical result He is seen by them as a helper. Other
translations have been suggested which do not, however, alter the
general sense. Driver decides that, unless the connexion be regarded
as purely verbal, the last suggestion quoted above seems the most
satisfactory. In any case, the point lies in the relation between the
name which Abraham gave to the place of his sacrifice and some
popular proverb dealing with the Temple at Jerusalem. A. W. F.
Blunt.
Psa
23:2 He maketh me (causeth me (implying continuance)Isa_30:23;
Eze_34:13-14) to lie down (We need making so as to feed, and not
trample the pastures down) in green pastures (choice pastures): he
leadeth me (causeth me to rest. Hebrew. nahal, to lead flocks;
Psa_46:4; Isa_49:9-10; Rev_7:17, Rev_21:6, Rev_22:1, Rev_22:17)
beside the still waters (Hebrew "waters of rests/quietness",
JEHOVAH-SHALOM= Jehovah is peace or well disposed; Job_34:29;
Isa_8:6).
Shalom
means peace, wellness, wholeness, oneness, blissfulnee/joy and 15
more deep layered meanings.
In
2007, Yeshua came to me in a God dream and told me this: You are my
beloved bride who I love. May my Shalom that passes all understanding
cover your body, soul, spirit, and mind for all of eternity. In that
dream, I saw the holes in His wrists. Seeing is not believing but
believing is seeing.
Rest
ties to Gen 2:1-3 and to Feast of Tabernacles (Millennium;
Eze_34:13-14) as a Covenant of Peace/Rest. Num_25:12 Wherefore say,
Behold, I give unto him my covenant of peace. Eze_34:25 And I will
make with them a covenant of peace, and will cause the evil beasts to
cease out of the land: and they shall dwell safely in the wilderness,
and sleep in the woods. Eze_37:26 Moreover I will make a covenant of
peace with them; it shall be an everlasting covenant with them: and I
will place them, and multiply them, and will set my sanctuary in the
midst of them for evermore. Mal_2:5 My covenant was with him of life
and peace; and I gave them to him for the fear wherewith he feared
me, and was afraid before my name.
JEHOVAH-SHALOM.—The
name given by Gideon to the altar he erected in Ophrah (Jdg_6:24).
The name means ‘J″ is peace’ (i.e. well-disposed), in allusion
to J″’s words in Jdg_6:23 ‘Peace be unto thee.’
The Shepherd knows each one of us by name. When it is time to go into the sheepfold for the night, the Shepherd has each one of us go under his legs into the fold. He calls us by our name. So we stop under his legs and he cleans us up every night. If we get a cut, he cleans our wound and then puts salve (ointments combined by hand) to heal us.
The Shepherd knows each one of us by name. When it is time to go into the sheepfold for the night, the Shepherd has each one of us go under his legs into the fold. He calls us by our name. So we stop under his legs and he cleans us up every night. If we get a cut, he cleans our wound and then puts salve (ointments combined by hand) to heal us.
Psa
23:3 He restoreth (bringeth back, as in Psa_19:7-8, Psalms 119; Mal
4:6, Psa_51:10, Psa_51:12, Psa_85:4-7; Job_33:30; Jer_32:37-42;
Hos_14:4-9; Mic_7:8-9, Mic_7:18-19; Luk_22:31-32; Rev_3:19;
JEHOVAH-ROPKEKA= Jehovah restores), my soul (Hebrew. Nephesh): he
leadeth (Hebrew. nahal, to guide, conduct; Psa_5:8, Psa_34:3,
Psa_143:8-10; Pro_8:20; Isa_42:16; Jer_31:8) me in the paths of
righteousness (righteous paths. JEHOVAH-TZIDKENU=Jehovah is our
Righteousness) for his name's (Aleph-Tav; YHVH; Jehovah; Yahoshua;
Yehoshua; Yeshua; Iehesous; Jesus; Elohim) sake (Psa_79:9; Eze_20:14;
Eph_1:6).
His
laws, His Words restores us and yet, His judgments will bring fire to
cleanse us and this world for His Messianic Kingdom that arrives at
Sukkot in 2018. His light will light up the Millennium where there
will be no darkness, no night. His Law will be in the Millennium.
JEHOVAH-TSIDKENU
(‘J″ is our righteousness,’ or ‘J″ our righteousness,’
Jer_23:6; Jer_33:16).—In both passages (which are in fact the same
prophecy repeated) it is the title of the Branch, the perfectly
Righteous King, who is to rule over the people on their return from
the Captivity.
Psa
23:4 Yea, though I walk through (Not into; but "through",
and out of it, into resurrection life) the valley of the shadow of
death (Psa_44:19; Job_3:5, Job_10:21-22, Job_24:17; Jer_2:6;
Luk_1:79), I will (Psa_3:6, Psa_27:1-4, Psa_46:1-3, Psa_118:6,
Psa_138:7; Isa_41:10; 1Co_15:55-57) fear no evil (Hebrew. ra’a’):
for thou (Psa_14:5, Psa_46:11; Isa_8:9-10, Isa_43:1-2; Zec_8:23;
Mat_1:23, Mat_28:20) art with me (JEHOVAH-SHAMMAH); thy
rod/club/sceptre (cut asunder; Psa_110:2; Mic_7:14; Zec_11:10,
Zec_11:14) and thy staff/cross/tree/crook they comfort (gently lead.
Same word as "leadeth" in Psa_23:2) me.
The
only two things carried by the shepherd is the rod and staff; the
former for defense, the latter for help. The club for the sheep’s
enemies, the crook for the sheep’s defense. A lesson for pastors
to-day.
If the Shepherd is going to do a tithe with his sheep, he holds out his rod and counts his sheep as they pass under the rod. He counts to ten and the 10th one goes to die.
If the Shepherd is going to do a tithe with his sheep, he holds out his rod and counts his sheep as they pass under the rod. He counts to ten and the 10th one goes to die.
Yeshua
said: Take up your cross and follow me. In Aramaic, the cross means
staff.
The
valley reminds me of the vallies in Jerusalem like the valley of
Gehenna. Jerusalem sits on 3 hills with 2 vallies and the 3 hills
make the letter Shin.
JEHOVAH-SHAMMAH
(‘J″ is there’).—The name to be given to the restored and
glorified Jerusalem (Eze_48:35; cf. Isa_60:14-22; Isa_62:2, Rev_21:2
f.). ‘The prophet beheld the Lord forsake His temple (ch. 11), and
he beheld Him again enter it (ch. 43); now He abides in it among His
people for ever.’
I remember this one time that I ran away from my Shepherd. I was a very curious sheep and I love to explore on a daily basis all by myself. Sometimes I would go into bramble and cry out because I got stuck. He came to rescue me. I did this on several occasions.
One time I went into a pit and he rescued me. He was tired of rescueing me so he broke one of my legs and it hurt badly and I cried terribly. He mended my leg and carried me on his back until my leg had been healed. After that I learned to follow him no matter where we went.
I am reminded of foot prints in the sand story.
I remember this one time that I ran away from my Shepherd. I was a very curious sheep and I love to explore on a daily basis all by myself. Sometimes I would go into bramble and cry out because I got stuck. He came to rescue me. I did this on several occasions.
One time I went into a pit and he rescued me. He was tired of rescueing me so he broke one of my legs and it hurt badly and I cried terribly. He mended my leg and carried me on his back until my leg had been healed. After that I learned to follow him no matter where we went.
I am reminded of foot prints in the sand story.
Psa
23:5 Thou preparest (settest in order; Psa_22:26, Psa_22:29,
Psa_31:19-20, Psa_104:15; Job_36:16; Isa_25:6; Joh_6:53-56;
Joh_10:9-10, Joh_16:22) a table (So that I may feast while He fights.
JEHOVAH-NISSI=Jehovan is my banner. The figure of the sheep is
continued: for the "table" of Psa_23:5 answers to the
"pastures" of Psa_23:2) before me in the presence of mine
enemies/adversaries: thou anointest (JEHOVAH-MEKADDISHKEM=Jehovah
sanctifies (I Cor 1:30); Heb. makest fat, Psa_45:7, Psa_92:10;
Amo_6:6; Mat_6:17; 2Co_1:21; 1Jn_2:20, 1Jn_2:27) my head with oil; my
cup (the Shepherd’s cup of water for the sheep; Psa_16:5,
Psa_116:13; 1Co_10:16) runneth over (Psalms 73:10).
The
mansion is ready for us and the banqueting table is ready for
feasting but are you ready to go for time is short and the gathering
most likely will be at Chanukkah (John 10=Haggai 2)? If you are not
ready to go then you will be left behind to go through the Revelation
Judgments in 2018. Deut 24:5; Jhn 6:39, 40,44,54; Isa 34:8; Isa
61:1-2; Isa 63:4; Isa 54; Psalms 117-118; the Flood; Exodus plague 1
to Pentecost and Haggai 2 all point to one year or less for the
Trumpet and Bowl Judgments of Revelation. Also remember that Psalms
18 representing 1918 and the Megiddo battle at Sukkot during WWI
points us to WWIII Armageddon being in 2018.
JEHOVAH-NISSI
(‘J″ is my banner’).—The name given by Moses to the altar he
erected after the defeat of Amalek, Exo_17:15 (E). God is considered
the centre or rallying point of the army of Israel, and the name of
God as their battle-cry (cf. Psa_20:7 f.). The interpretation of
Exo_17:16 is somewhat doubtful. Many critics read nçs (‘banner’)
for kçs (= kisseh, ‘throne’), but this appears neither to be
necessary nor to yield a suitable sense. The meaning is probably
either ‘J″ hath sworn, (EV), or ‘I (Moses) swear’ (with hand
uplifted to J″’s throne).
Psa
23:6 Surely goodness (Psa_30:11-12, Psa_36:7-10, Psa_103:17;
2Co_1:10; 2Ti_4:18) and mercy (lovingkindness, or grace, redemption,
deliverance) shall follow (follow after, or closely. In Hebrew
present put for future) me all the days of my life: and I will
(Psa_16:11, Psa_17:15, Psa_73:24-26; 2Co_5:1; Php_1:23) dwell in the
house of the LORD for ever (end of ages, length of days; Psalm 21:4).
My
greatest joy is to sit in the Temple and compile articles on the Lord
and His word. This not only brings me knowledge, but also joy and
immense excitement to share it with others.
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